Ang3lz

I just worked 9 days in a row, my paycheck better be big...

Ashley Rose

I am oh so very sick at the moment. My nose is very congested and it now feels like an raw open wound because i've had to blow it so much. My throat constantly feels like there's something in it and my voice is all manly because of it.
I hate looking like crap, which i do right now because then it makes my feel like a piece of crap. This guy told my sister last weekend that i "looked really good" and that he was serious about it. I don't get that kind of acknoledgement a lot so it made me feel really good. It just so happens the next time i saw him was yesterday and, as i said, i was looking horrible. I wonder what he thinks of me now and whether he takes that comment back.

The Canadian Tire i work at hired a few new cashiers and i got to train a couple of 'em which i love doing. I guess that's the highlight of my week.

Oh ya and one last thing. This dude i work with who i was really good friends with for a while (we even hung out once as friends) has been like ignoring me. I already know people don't like me too much and this just keeps rubbing it in. Argh, i really don't need this from anyone right now. He talked to me for the first time in a while last night, which was nice, but i want it to go back to like it was before.

Okay enough from me for this week.

Teh Torey

I hope your cold resides soon, Ashley.

I have not been in the best of moods since last night. Why? I am confused in regards to two people. I am feeling overwhelmed, and I feel like at any moment, I am just going to start screaming. Last night I broke down crying because all of this.

miss jessica

Were typing more difficult things now,but the the fad lad was what we started out with. Then,I was so cool, I moved on to the leading lad XD
When you get in highschool I think you need a credit in it,I know I do. But I'm going for my Academical Diploma insted of just a regular one. The only difference pretty much is I need two more credits for my Academical Diploma,including typing.
-Jessica

perfect ghost

Panick attacks suck... I had one last week at school, I had just come out of the guidance office and I usually get upset after being there, so I was on my way back to class, and I just got so anxious, like I couldn't breathe and I felt like I wanted to faint and I just started like bawling my eyes out in the hall, so I called my mom and went home. I hate them

Melikecookies

Those are panic attacks?
Last year in my first two hours almost everday I'd feel really anxious and I couldn't breathe. I just wanted to get up and scream and then run out the door. But I never cried...
Is that a panic attack?

Anyways whine: Don't think he likes me.

sweet_lil_lie

My mom lost her job today and she's really upset. It makes me sad

perfect ghost

Well there are other symptoms, my heart was beating really fast, and I was shaking and shivering and all clamy and I felt really lightheaded... there are of course more severe ones and such...And you just feel like you are about to die, like you don't know where to go or what to do, like whatever way you turn you just don't want to go type of thing.

Marika

Same whine, but with limits instead of logarithms.

Seriously, I got like 9 hours of sleep last night and drank pepsi AND coffee about...an hour and a half ago.

What is it about calc that puts me straight to sleep? I actually closed my eyes and jerked awake.

loll.......

broken_rebel

I'm tired of everything. School, work, my family, everything.

Tomorrow, during my 2 and a half hour break in between classes, I have to go see one of the counselors or whomever my Substance Abuse professor recommended I see for my issues, and I'm so scared to. I don't want to. I know I won't end up going. I'm going to end up panicking and not going.

People underestimate me, and think I'm this great person when I'm not. I keep hurting the people I care about without meaning to. I'm sick of it.

Also, I got one of my papers back, a paper I bsed on at the last minute, and my grade sucked. Luckily I can rewrite it, but I don't want to. But I have to improve my grade since the papers and written assignments are worth the most in the class.