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Bodoquian's Princess
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Bodoquia XD
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Thoughts...
hi!!!
i wish u gyus can speak spanish, just for understand my writings ang thoughts.... but i'll try to translate them.... (did i wrote good??????? ![]() ?)let me traduce first and i promise that i will place here all my thoughts!!! ![]()
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Si estamos en un cuarto oscuro y decimos que no hay luz es porque alguna vez hemos visto la luz. Algo parecido ocurre con la felicidad. (Swami Tilak). Para yo ser yo, tengo que ser tu, y para que tu seas tu, tienes que ser yo
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Bodoquian's Princess
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Bodoquia XD
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ok here we go...
In spanish.... La vida es muy complicada e irónica, me analizo para darme cuenta si hice algo para sufrir de una manera tan desastrosa como lo que actualmente vivo. Desde hace muchos años, no puedo ser como soy, trato y trato… pero es imposible. Me siento encadenada a un poste invisible, se nota mas en la presión que tengo en el corazón, que me quita las ganas de mantenerme activa. Desgraciadamente soy una persona muy pensativa, ya de tanto pensar mi cabeza no da para mas, tanto que se me cruza por la mente el irme hacia la vida eterna “la gran felicidad” como yo la llamo. A mi escasa edad me he deteriorado demasiado, nunca he estado en drogas o en alcohol, pero da igual si tu cuerpo esta en un lugar, tu mente en otra, y tu corazón implorándote que lo lleves a la tumba. Es muy curioso que el ser humano sea tan cobarde como lo es valiente, cobarde cuando alguien muere, se vuelve un renegado y se deteriora mas, pero valiente el suicidarse y hacer sufrir a mucha gente, ¡vaya que eso es una canallada! Puedo decir que soy la persona mas cobarde pero mas valiente que pueda existir, pero hay que admitir que no todos somos fuertes, pero, ¿Qué mas da? Nadie es eterno en este “lugar”, porque mundo no es, mundo es lo que esperamos aquí. Si no soportamos esto, que es una milésima parte de lo que nos tocara vivir, ¿como vamos a hacer cuando nos enfrentemos a la verdadera realidad? Soy experta en un juego de mascaras y emociones, se como disimular cualquiera emoción de tristeza o decepción, nunca se sabrá cual fue mi verdadero ser, ni yo misma lo puedo encontrar, con tantas mascaras que tengo puestas que ya ni se cual es cual. Concluyendo todo lo que he vivido y he logrado hacer en estos 15 pero escasos años, tuve varios éxitos, pero muchas lamentaciones. Cada persona sabe cuando se tiene que ir, tarde o temprano pero ay algo que le avisa, este es mi momento, dejare mi marca, mi rosa negra levemente aromatizada de esencia de vanilla, ese será mi ultimo recuerdo. Adios. English The life is very complicated and ironic, I analyze myself to realize if I did something to suffer in a way as disastrous as what nowadays I live. For many years, I cannot be since as I am, i try and try … but it is impossible. I feel chained to an invisible post, it feels worst in the pressure that I have in the heart, which takes the desires from me of being kept active. Unfortunately I am a very thoughtful person, already of so much thinking my head it does not give for more, so much that crossesfor my mind to go away towards the eternal life " the great happiness " like me I call it. To my scanty age I have deteriorated too much, I have never been in drugs or in alcohol, but is all the same f your body this one in a place, your mind in other one, and the heart imploring you that you take it to the tomb. It is very curious that the human being is so a coward like it is brave, a coward when someone dies, and becomes the renegade, and deteriorates more, but bravely to fake the suicide and to make suffer to many people, go that it is a rotten trick! I can say that I am the person cowarder in the world but the most bravely that could exist, but it is necessary to admit that not we all are strong, Nobody is eternal in this "place", because this isn't the world, world is for what we wait here. If we do not support this, which is a thousandth part of what we were having to live, since we are going to do when we face the real reality? I am expert in a game of masks and emotions, like anyone hides emotion of sadness or disappointment, there will never be known who was my real being, I itself I it nor can find, with so many masks that I have puttings that already not who is who Concluding everything what I have lived and achieved to do in these 15 but scanty years, I had several successes, but many lamentations. Every person knows when has to go away, sooner or later but sigh something that warns it this is my moment, i will leave my mark my black rose slightly aromatized of essence of vanilla, this it will be my last recollection. Good-bye. HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!!
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Si estamos en un cuarto oscuro y decimos que no hay luz es porque alguna vez hemos visto la luz. Algo parecido ocurre con la felicidad. (Swami Tilak). Para yo ser yo, tengo que ser tu, y para que tu seas tu, tienes que ser yo
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