I'm doing alot of the same thing in my math class, and I have a final next Wednesday at eight in the morning.

My class notes are pretty much useless. When I get bored, I tend to draw all over the notebook. Many of the answers to example problems resemble something along the lines of, "THIS IS SPARTA" or some such thing.

Finals = teh suck

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I am thinking about....

There is a friend of mine, who has a drinking, and drug problem, and if
he doesn't get help soon he will die.
I have tried to help, and just talk to him, but in all reality he is the
one who has to do the work, and want to do it.
But at the rate he's going, its going to be to late if its not now.
He will use everything possible as an excuse, and blame, others why
he is using.
Its more to the point, where he is so far gone, and his brain has lost so
much of its being capable of doing things, that I don't know how he will
come out of this.
All his family have just stopped feeding into all his lies, and doing whatever
he has to do to get more shit.
So they are all on the tough love thing now, and they just won't love him to
death.
I myself, has now had no choice to walk away.
He tried calling me tonight, and trying to ask to borrow money, and of course
I said no.
I just want him to get help, but that is a life and death choice he will have
to make for him self.


As well......

I just have Damien with me this weekend!!
Noah went to his grandma's house, an hour out of the city.
So tomorrow, I'm going to take Damien where he wants to go!
And just have alot of fun, and where he can do the things, he doesn't
usually get to do.

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Thinking that my roommate is a total bitch. I can't understand how someone can be like that. I just wasn't raised that way. My parents taught me respect, courtesy and hygiene. But it's only 2 more weeks and this will be over. I'm so happy to move out of here. She is practically the only thing that gives me mental stress right now.

I'm also really excited. I'm gonna surprise my bf tomorrow. He thinks he won't see me until Thursday, 29th. But since I have an oral tomorrow, Wednesday free and only senseless lesson on Thursday I'm just gonna take the train to get to him. His best friend (who is also my best friend's boyfriend) helps me to suprise him. It's so cool. Yaih. ^^

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When life gives you lemons throw them back and tell life
to make it’s own fucking lemonade.

I am thinking about....

I am soon going to get the hell out of my house, and just enjoy
a lovely day outside!

People won't stop calling, and asking for rides, or to come over,
and whatever other shit their wanting.
All I tell them, I have my godson with me, and I don't have time for
their damn bullshit.

As well as, Laura just got back late last night, so she will be over at my
house in about an hour.
I missed her, I love her alot, and she has been like a very best friend of
mine for a long time already.
Damien really likes her, and I'm thinking about going to the zoo, if its actually
going to be opened.
Damien Loves the tigers, and the monkeys.

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Those are really, really nice......*drools*

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I am thinking about.....
I think I'm going to have to, go see my family doctor
because I am getting alot of tension in my head, it doesn't feel
right, and I feel dizzy at times.
I just want to be ok, before I go to Atlanta.
The last thing I want to do, is have to go to the hospital out
there.

As well,
where the heck is my post, I wrote in the Advice forum???
I guess no one got to it yet!?
* Wonders if my post ran away *

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I'm thinking about how sad I am that my best friend won't be living in Tulsa this summer...it's like the end of an era

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that oh my fucken god im in pain... i finally had my ingrown toe nail removed the bit causing the problem was actually breaking through the skin. the removed piece was roughly that long and now even with the pain killers it is throbing.
oh and i still don't have much of a voice and breathing hurts. head colds suck

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Blackbird singing in the dead of night,

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Fly, Blackbird, fly

Into the light of the dark black night.

^ If it hurts to breathe it sounds like you've got something more than just a head cold...chicken soup for you? *hugs*

I'm thinking it's amazing how fantastic one feels after exercising...I may have to do it more often, lol

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