thank you diamondsky601 for being honest! i apprecaite your comment!

"Too Busy To Notice"

She is sitting right beside you
Look at her and you'll see her cry
The beauty you see, she doesn't...
You've known her for so long
But in a way, you don't really know her

So there she sits with her CD player
Wiping away silent tear after tear
Why don't you open your eyes and help her
She's been quietly screaming out for you
.. but your too busy to listen

Your too busy for your best friend
She almost didn't make it last night
I bet you didn't know that though
Look at her... save her life
Look at me... save my life

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"Mislead"

You fucked with the mind
And messed with the head
Locked us up in a room
And pronounced us dead

You crawled into our heads
To make us relive all of our fears
You left us to bathe in blood
You left us to bathe in tears

Tie us up with your hatred
And blind us away from truth
We are not what you want
Just a part of the mislead youth

Pour your acid onto the dirt
And I'd lick it up, for you
Yell at me, tell me I am worthless
I'll believe it, what else am I to do

Tell me I am nothing
I'm just a waste of skin
Tell me I am nothing
Nothing more, just a sin

Take away all of my dreams
And hide them under your own
You always put yours first
What was I thinking?! I should've known...

Tie me up with your hatred
And blind me away from truth
For I am simply not what you wanted
Just a part of the mislead youth



http://allpoetry.com/poet/midnight%20fairy

I like your writes


Those ones are my favourites. they rock.

you have a lot of talent. seriously. i loved the first one, i feel that way sometimes.

Hey,
Thank so much for reading my post! I am glad you both liked it!

I appreciate it and agian...thankx!~

i hope you post more soon!

"What Would You Do"

What if I told you I cry at night
would do you even care
what would you do? Would you lie?
Saying you will always be there

What if I told you I'm sitting here
praying...wanting to die
what would you do? How would you act?
Would you give me your shoulder so I could cry

What if I told you you've been the best
the best thing for me
what would you do? Would you reply?
Would you say, "yea, we're meant to be"

What if I told you it would be you...
you'd be the one I'd want to see before I die
what would you do? What would you say?
Would you tell me not to cry?

What if I told you I'd kill myself
just to see you happy and smile
what would you do? Would you watch?
Because, for me, it would be worthwhile

What if I told you it makes me sad
whenever I see you in pain
what would you do? Would you ask why?
If so, I wouldn't be able to explain

What if I told you today was my last day
because I cant promise you that it wont be
what would you do? Would you cry?
I'm going to be gone on the count of three

one...

two...

three...

What if I told you that now I'm dead
and you wont be able see me anymore
what would you do? How would you live?
Would your life be easier or harder then before...?

What if I told you I was sorry
if my own death made you cry
what would you do? Would it make you smile?
I'm sorry this had to be good-bye

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"Voice in My Head"

She the one in the back ground
telling my what to do
fills me head with nonsense
then ends saying "i love you"

she screams my insecurities
she points out all my mistakes
saying "your almost to the point...
i think you're gonna break"

knowing that it kills me
she'll always continue on
she loves it when i hurt
she'll drink my blood 'til its gone

at night i seem to die
drowning in her voice
yet every morning i awake
its seems to be against choice

then starts another day of living life
without control and trying to be tough
i want to go at least one day
without hearing "you'll never be good enough"

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"My Suicide Note To You"

I'm sorry that when you get this
i will probably already be gone
but i just wanted you to know
I'll still be with you from now on

i may not be with you
physically, but in spirit
and when i whisper "i love you"
in your dreams, i hope you hear it

but i wish i had the courage
to tell you to your face
but nothing will change that I've lived
my life believing I'm a disgrace

i don't want this to hurt you
because i don't want you to cry
i don't want to blame yourself
because i lived wanting to die

whenever you feel a rain drop
i want you to know it's because i miss you
whenever you see the sun set and rise
i want you to know it's because i love you

we always said we had good communication
and even in my death i hope we always do
so this is my good-bye, dear love
this is my suicide note to you
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"Dear Friend"

I can no longer see what once was so clear
I used to see you all the time, now you're never here
i guess I'll never understand why you don't see what you've done
i wish we could talk this out, face to face, one to one
i wish i could show you everything you did to me
and yet sometimes i wish we had back what used to be
but i come to face the facts of what i now regret
because i know you'll never understand what i wish you'd finally get

turn around and look at me and talk to me like you once did
talk to me like you would when me and you used to be kids
you never kept your word, you said you'd never leave
i put so much into your words, you once made me believe
I'm sorry i never gave you my cupcake, if that does any good
I'm still going to make it big like i always said i would
My mom and dad didn't last, i guess that you were right
but i guess its for the best, i got tired of hearing them fight

I don't know where you are anymore, but I'm sorry for OUR fights
if i could go back i would, and just tell you that you were right
i wonder do you still have my number, I'm waiting for your call
or maybe you want to forget me and not talk to me after all
i knew you were slowly leaving, why didn't we ever say good-bye
i think of the words that were never said and to this day i still cry

those were awesome hun.....sad, but some of the feeling expressed in them are things i feel often. like i said though, you have a gift

thanks you so much

hehe you're very welcome