heavenlygoth666

I got to hold the pain inside of me.
I can’t let all this get me into too deep.
I hate the feeling, but love the bleeding.
I need to stop all this kindness.
I need to end before my heart feels an everlasting blindness.
Being so close but so far.
So close to death, so far from salvation.
How many times I’ve tried to kill the pain but no one notices.
Endless times I has done things to myself.
All the things they say triggers me and sends me to that place I know I’ll be safe.
So let me rest in peace as I lie silently under my burial rocks.
Sing to me the deadly lullaby, and kill my dreams really slow.
Drown me in my tears with your good-byes and hug me until my broken bones falls on your feet.
Don’t try to fix me now that I’m broken.
Leave; let me rest in peace.
Give your words to my ghost, who will haunt you until from Earth you are gone.
Dead I rot and haunt my beloved love.

Lunar Sky

I loved all of these lines! You are extremely talented, and I hope to see so much more!

heavenlygoth666

I never smile.
I never laugh.
In my dear life there are no happy times.
No one stands near, what's the matter?
Am I non-existent?
Invisible?
Or just standing for nothing?
I just long for a hello.

The darkness in this forest blinds me.
I can see everything but you.
It is you what I am looking for.
Don't hide from me.
Stay with me.
And please me with a hello.

Look how I stand alone, crying.
These tears are not worth hiding.
I'm tired of all this suffering and asking for a hello.

Chasing, haunting words that kills me inside.
At night I can't sleep and at day I only cry.
No one searches for me.
They don't look for my blood.
I lie here in the white snow, dead when all I wanted was a hello.

Finally, you find me moribund.
Lying under a frozen tree.
Carved with your initials just as I have done in my skin.
I cry blood through my veins, I have tears in my eyes.
Crying away the pain, suppressed by all the lies.
Wondering the meaning of all my scars.
Wondering the meaning of my fears, the meaning of my tears.
Wondering the meaning of that word I longed for.
Wondering the meaning of hello.

sweetwater

omg...purely haunted...really touched me.

Mystaken

Woah... you are very talented! I *loved* Hello, especially for that part:

Can't wait to see more!

heavenlygoth666

Anyone interested on listening to my cover of "Imaginary" PLEASE PM me!

Guys, I am very sorry for grossing some of you with my past Avatar. I just needed to let something out with it. I am very sorry. I have to admit, my art has to do about self harm since I used to do such habbit.

Remember, PM me if you want to listen to the cover or e-mail me to heavenlygoth666@hotmail.com

Ellie

heavenlygoth666

I’m the perfect nobody.
The little nothing who gives everything.
I don’t want a thing in return.
I want nothing.
See, I am happy like this.
Am I really?
Am I sure?
No, I am not happy at all.
I’m lonely and completely insecure.
I’ve been left to die, left out in the cold.
The only company I have is my own shadow.
She is always here with me.
I can sometimes hear her speak.
I can sometimes hear her sing.
Listen, someone is calling my name.
We could be getting rescued, maybe we are reaching the end.
They are taking me but what about you?
They say there is no one else here, asking me who am I talking to.
I can’t believe they are doing this, there was someone else with me.
They give me something, I fall asleep and quickly strip me down.
I’m all in white, in a white cell.
I want to call you out.
Please someone hear my pledge, I’m not insane at all.
Stop talking like this, snap out of your dream.
I can’t snap out, I’m stuck out of reality.
I scream for help, but all they give me is sedatives.
I don’t want any drugs no more pills.
Stop all this nonsense, help me get out of here.
But the more I scream the worst they treat me in the world of insanity.

Naeryn

The first one - It was well put-together, but I think it was a bit too chunky. Like... maybe the lines should have been mixed up a bit more, rather than using several lines from one song in a row.

The second and third ones were both quite good. I'd like to read more of your stuff.

sweetwater

it's a bit wordy but it's good...i like the tone...you can really feel the despair.

heavenlygoth666

You are pretending too much.
Wanting to be someone you are not.
Why are you doing this to yourself?
Don’t you see you are beautiful in everyway?
Pierced girl with shattered heart.
You are nothing but a dirt bag.
Teenage illusions of being a big shot rock star.
But that will never be, that you’ll never have.
You changed your image to be someone else.
You say you are just looking up to her.
Maybe you are right, and doing very well at copying her style.
But then you see yourself in that one broken mirror.
And even the distortion doesn’t make you feel inferior.
You look deep and only see yourself.
Not in someone else’s dress, but covered in your own mistakes.
But the mistakes are flawless, little silliness of 18 years.
Nothing too important as you are to everyone else.
Because everyone admires you, even if you aren’t some famous girl yet.
Just keep on looking up to that girl, keep on wishing of being like her.
Keep saying that someday you two will make a duet.
Because maybe that someday, could be today.
But today seems to never come around.
Yet who are you going to fool, if it isn’t yourself?