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01-02-2005, 10:27 PM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Hello.... (song version)
Remember the poem "Hello"? Well me and a friend were talking and we came up for an awesome way to make it into a song. Some of the words are different but here it is.
I never smile I never laugh In my dear life There are no happy times Nobody stands near me Do I stand for nothing I feel non-existent Am I really invisible? I just want a hello Look how I stand alone crying These tears aren't worth hiding I'm tired of all this fighting Suffering, when all I want's a hello Chasing, haunting, words That hurts me inside At night I can't sleep And all day alone I cry Nobody searches for me They don't see my blood I lie here dead in the white snow When all I wanted was a hello The darkness in this forest blinds me I can see everything but you It is you what I am looking for Don't hide for me Stay with me And please me with a hello Look how I stand alone crying These tears aren't worth hidding I'm tired of all this fighting Suffering, when all I want's a hello Chasing, haunting, words That hurts me inside At night I can't sleep And all day alone I cry Nobody searches for me They don't see my blood I lie here dead in the white snow When all I wanted was a hello Finally, you find me moribound Lying under a frozen tree Carved with your initials just as I have done with my skin I cry blood through my veins, I have tears in my eyes Crying away the pain, supressed by all the lies Wondering the meaning of all my scars Wondering the meaning of my fears, my tears Wondering the meaning of that word I longed for Wondering the meaning of hello Chasing, haunting, words That hurts me inside At night I can't sleep And all day alone I cry Nobody searches for me They don't see my blood I lie here dead in the white snow When all I wanted was a hello |
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10-23-2005, 12:49 AM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Tourniquet
She walks through the shadows
In paths that are so narrow As the bleeds out her sorrows She was found in the dark forest But her body turned to dust All that was left was a black cross Day by day she weeps As the nightmares creep Frightful secrets, she does keep And forever she will sleep She awakes wearing a tourniquet As if it was a diamond bracelet Like a curse, like a bad spirit Now this world she’s forced to exit She awakes to the sound of her own screams She cries while watching her blood stream Knowing that she’s not in a dream She lies still perfectly sleeping Her insides are violently screaming Like the nightmares she was dreaming Day by day she weeps As the nightmares creep Frightful secrets, she does keep And forever she will sleep She awakes wearing a tourniquet As if it was a diamond bracelet Like a curse, like a bad spirit Now this world she’s forced to exit From far away, she apologizes Dying for her soul to meet Heaven as it rises She carries a beautiful basket Filled with roses and regret Empty lies and more neglect And you still don’t know her yet She awakes wearing a tourniquet As if it was a diamond bracelet Like a curse, like a bad spirit Now this world she’s forced to exit |
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10-23-2005, 07:22 AM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: belgium!
Age: 18
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first of all: your stuff is awesome. though some poems you did not write on our own but put lyrics of evanescence together and it turned out well. the poems you have written on your own are f*cking awesome. you have talent.
keep it up. |
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10-23-2005, 04:22 PM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Silence
Telling him does not seem to be enough
She can’t fight the thoughts, sleeping is too tough She has forgotten half of it, she won’t say a word What happened that spring damaged her world She’ll keep it to herself cause they’ll call her a slut She just won’t say a word and keep her mouth shut The cuts and scars won’t fight off the tears The faded bruises and screams don’t wash away the fears The silence kills her deep inside Giving her thoughts of suicide But her lips are always sealed Her secret shall never be revealed She’ll remain in silence No counselors, she won’t tell the authorities She can’t do this, she sworn herself to secrecy This is really hurting, but she will always be silent She won’t speak of this terrible violence She only tells her friends inside her head She keeps it from everyone and lies awake in bed She goes back and forth in her mind, nobody really cares She wishes she could tell someone, but nobody’s ever there The silence kills her deep inside Giving her thoughts of suicide But her lips are always sealed Her secret shall never be revealed She’ll remain in silence Tears flow from her eyes and falls to the ground She sees her self-made scars and remembers bruises they once scattered around She remembers everything and begins to cry But the only words to come out are just lies The silence kills her deep inside Giving her thoughts of suicide But her lips are always sealed Her secret shall never be revealed She’ll remain in silence Spoken: Safe inside she keeps her thoughts While her body slowly rots With herself she fights Because she lost her rights And now forever she will face Flow that one Spring… She was raped |
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10-24-2005, 08:15 PM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Alicia's Song
Self mutilated princess
Locked up in strawberry gashes Her innocent self she misses As her body with a blade she lashes Nails painted black She wears her mascara Holding a cigarette pack Smoking away the guilt in her karma She says that a kingdom of shinny razors Awaits on her crimson dreams She rant on how death to her question answers But all she really does is damage her self-esteem She says, "Put me to sleep for a thousand years I’m sick of crying these crimson tears" Nightmares is what has become of her dreams yet you don’t hear her pleading screams I watch you die as you cry You are afraid to face your self alone I fear the madness that brings the lies I fear the day that you’ll be gone The tears that I cry run dry And I am bleeding within my core I watch her life with blood shot eyes As I fall apart into a dream of gore Like a ragdoll she stitched herself Is she afraid she’ll bleed again? Why won’t she place her faith in myself? I’m only here to take away her pain I am afraid I’ll meet her as she lies on a coffin Breathless and lifeless, light as a feather All the lies that where told has left her broken Her screaming is heard from six feet under She says that a kingdom of shinny razors Awaits on her crimson dreams She rant on how death to her question answers But all she really does is damage her self-esteem She says, "Put me to sleep for a thousand years I’m sick of crying these crimson tears" Nightmares is what has become of her dreams yet you don’t hear her pleading screams I watch you die as you cry You are afraid to face your self alone I fear the madness that brings the lies I fear the day that you’ll be gone The tears that I cry run dry And I am bleeding within my core I watch her life with blood shot eyes As I fall apart into a dream of gore Upon her skin she’ll draw you a picture with a blade One that shows all her excruciating pain She is torn apart, sick of being betrayed She looks deeply into her veins She’s giving up, she is saying goodbye I hold her close to me, I’m so scared this is the last night I look deeply enough into her tearful eyes I feel her whole pain, a horrid frightful sight I watch you die as you cry You are afraid to face your self alone I fear the madness that brings the lies I fear the day that you’ll be gone The tears that I cry run dry And I am bleeding within my core I watch her life with blood shot eyes As I fall apart into a dream of gore |
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10-25-2005, 10:44 AM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Broken
Officially broken like an old doll
Death has fallen upon my poisoned soul I drown myself in my scarlet regret All the pain caused is impossible to forget I’m so broken, so fucking broken I’m so broken, so fucking broken Cut me, break me, and vanish me for life Rape me and rip me with your bloody knife Ignore me, hurt me like you always do I’m no even going to try to talk to you Into pieces I’m ripping myself Like white pages on a dusty bookshelf Heartless, cold and dark With a razor I trace my lethal mark Look what you did to me You made my fears re-appear Shattered me, broke me in a scream Awaked my nightmares from my dreams I die alone and broken Upon me a curse has fallen The knife sharply spills my crimson the lies consumes me till I am rotten Ripping my skin open I heal the pain from the lies that were spoken Kill me again and again with your sweet poison I die alone and broken Nightmares are my lethal vision My death is my sweet obsession And as I lay dying My eyes are still crying As I had ceased breathing My blood hasn’t stop seething All the lies my life has stolen I’ve fallen upon a curse, and I am broken Look what you did to me You made my fears re-appear Shattered me, broke me in a scream Awaked my nightmares from my dreams I die alone and broken Upon me a curse has fallen The knife sharply spills my crimson the lies consumes me till I am rotten Ripping my skin open I heal the pain from the lies that were spoken Kill me again and again with your sweet poison I die alone and broken Officially broken like an old doll Death has fallen upon my poisoned soul I drown myself in my scarlet regret All the pain caused is impossible to forget I’m pleading and screaming, wishing to die I’m fucking sick of my helpless cry I won’t be missed once I am gone I don’t need your help I can die alone I’m so broken, so fucking broken I’m so broken, so fucking broken I die alone and broken Upon me a curse has fallen The knife sharply spills my crimson the lies consumes me till I am rotten Ripping my skin open I heal the pain from the lies that were spoken Kill me again and again with your sweet poison I die alone and broken |
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12-28-2005, 08:58 PM
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Fragile
No one cares to notice,
No one ever cares I’m hooked in my numbness, Sickness that I bare Inside I feel destroyed Used like an old toy I feel less than inferior sick reflection on my mirror Spare my life for I don’t want to give a damn Anymore about anything that I am Inside of me, only lives, tears and lies I’m deaf from my screaming and cries I’ve been drained and I’m empty deep inside All this life I’ve spent it contemplating suicide I’m nothing, I’m nobody Just lifeless and bloody I’m too locked up in my insanity To act up or receive any charity I’m too broken, too tied up to explain What’s wrong with me, what’s the cause of my pain No one bothers to see, that I am locked in here No one wipes my tears, no one hears my screams I break and bleed and my feelings are still bottled like a porcelain doll I am still fragile Hopeless and shattered Bruised and battered Inside I am dying Outside I am crying Bottled up in darkness Living down in sadness I’m losing my head Wishing away that I was dead Spare my life for I don’t want to give a damn Anymore about anything that I am Inside of me, only lives, tears and lies I’m deaf from my screaming and cries I’ve been drained and I’m empty deep inside All this life I’ve spent it contemplating suicide I’m nothing, I’m nobody Just lifeless and bloody I’m too locked up in my insanity To act up or receive any charity I’m too broken, too tied up to explain What’s wrong with me, what’s the cause of my pain No one bothers to see, that I am locked in here No one wipes my tears, no one hears my screams I break and bleed and my feelings are still bottled like a porcelain doll I am still fragile I’m losing my mind The lies has me going blind The pain deep inside Is the secret I can’t hide I’m screaming and kicking I’m bleeding and tearing I’m dying alone Feeling so gone I’m too locked up in my insanity To act up or receive any charity I’m too broken, too tied up to explain What’s wrong with me, what’s the cause of my pain No one bothers to see, that I am locked in here No one wipes my tears, no one hears my screams I break and bleed and my feelings are still bottled like a porcelain doll I am still fragile |
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