Broken in emptiness
Ripped apart in loneliness
Suppressed by madness
Living alone in sadness
I'm torn in darkness
Creeping away in blackness
Dying from my weakness
Myself inflicted sickness

Alone I break
From the pain I never learned to take
And my mistakes
Are what my fears awake
Beneath my skin
Lives all my lies and sins
What is within
Is the end of what begins

So tell me what exactly is forever
Because I'm close of experiencing never
I'm about to break this time worse than ever
But my senses are acting in the matter of an error
There is nothing here, only lies and fears
Nothing more than cries and shady tears
Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams
In a world of shattered dreams

Simply I'm lifeless
I'm rotting breathless
Wasted and helpless
Insane and hopeless
Alone and bloodless
Crying tearless
Believing in faithless
My sorrow is priceless

Alone I break
From the pain I never learned to take
And my mistakes
Are what my fears awake
Beneath my skin
Lives all my lies and sins
What is within
Is the end of what begins

So tell me what exactly is forever
Because I'm close of experiencing never
I'm about to break this time worse than ever
But my senses are acting in the matter of an error
There is nothing here, only lies and fears
Nothing more than cries and shady tears
Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams
In a world of shattered dreams

Living just seems pointless
And my mind is restless
From your lies
And all my cries
All my wounds are open
I'm shattered and broken
I'm no longer here
I was never here

So tell me what exactly is forever
Because I'm close of experiencing never
I'm about to break this time worse than ever
But my senses are acting in the matter of an error
There is nothing here, only lies and fears
Nothing more than cries and shady tears
Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams
In a world of shattered dreams

you got amy's words but it was creative.
congrats! im gonna try to do something like that when i get home...
good idea!
hope see more stuff like this here..
cya

You’re falling blindly
When you say you believe in me
The pretending hides the truth
And I can see the clueless-ness in you

I look in the mirror
And quickly look away
It shows my interior
The one that I’ve learned to hate

So I just take up a self
And begin to pretend
I make myself look just like her
A personality that everyone befriends

I shatter my reality
When I become her
Still my lucidity
Makes the real me appear

I’m in imprisonment
As I want to walk away
I’m going demented
Every time I look at what I hate
What they hate

You’re falling blindly
When you say you believe in me
The pretending hides the truth
And I can see the clueless-ness in you
This is not my black or white
This is not who I am
I am darkness in the light
I hide behind a thousand lies

I keep ignoring what I used to be
And agree with who I am
But, who I was catches up with me
And I am in this net of lies

I keep trying to pretend
But I am making my own hell
They see the truth in the end
And I am stuck with what I hate
And what they now hate

You’re falling blindly
When you say you believe in me
The pretending hides the truth
And I can see the clueless-ness in you
This is not my black or white
This is not who I am
I am darkness in the light
I hide behind a thousand lies

So much for wearing that mask
In the end she disappeared
With shame I am marked
And just like her they’ve disappeared
So much for happiness
So long for having a self
My self- destructive darkness
Has brought the girl that I’ve learned to hate

You’re falling blindly
When you say you believe in me
The pretending hides the truth
And I can see the clueless-ness in you
This is not my black or white
This is not who I am
I am darkness in the light
I hide behind a thousand lies

I fell so blindly
When I made you believe in me
I wasn’t good at hiding the truth
No longer I can see any clueless-ness in you
Too late saw my black or white
Too late you saw who I really am
That I hide under the light
And I hide behind a thousand lies