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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Shattered Dreams
Broken in emptiness
Ripped apart in loneliness Suppressed by madness Living alone in sadness I'm torn in darkness Creeping away in blackness Dying from my weakness Myself inflicted sickness Alone I break From the pain I never learned to take And my mistakes Are what my fears awake Beneath my skin Lives all my lies and sins What is within Is the end of what begins So tell me what exactly is forever Because I'm close of experiencing never I'm about to break this time worse than ever But my senses are acting in the matter of an error There is nothing here, only lies and fears Nothing more than cries and shady tears Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams In a world of shattered dreams Simply I'm lifeless I'm rotting breathless Wasted and helpless Insane and hopeless Alone and bloodless Crying tearless Believing in faithless My sorrow is priceless Alone I break From the pain I never learned to take And my mistakes Are what my fears awake Beneath my skin Lives all my lies and sins What is within Is the end of what begins So tell me what exactly is forever Because I'm close of experiencing never I'm about to break this time worse than ever But my senses are acting in the matter of an error There is nothing here, only lies and fears Nothing more than cries and shady tears Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams In a world of shattered dreams Living just seems pointless And my mind is restless From your lies And all my cries All my wounds are open I'm shattered and broken I'm no longer here I was never here So tell me what exactly is forever Because I'm close of experiencing never I'm about to break this time worse than ever But my senses are acting in the matter of an error There is nothing here, only lies and fears Nothing more than cries and shady tears Suddenly I awake by my deafening screams In a world of shattered dreams Last edited by heavenlygoth666 : 01-08-2006 at 08:02 PM. |
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Truth
You’re falling blindly
When you say you believe in me The pretending hides the truth And I can see the clueless-ness in you I look in the mirror And quickly look away It shows my interior The one that I’ve learned to hate So I just take up a self And begin to pretend I make myself look just like her A personality that everyone befriends I shatter my reality When I become her Still my lucidity Makes the real me appear I’m in imprisonment As I want to walk away I’m going demented Every time I look at what I hate What they hate You’re falling blindly When you say you believe in me The pretending hides the truth And I can see the clueless-ness in you This is not my black or white This is not who I am I am darkness in the light I hide behind a thousand lies I keep ignoring what I used to be And agree with who I am But, who I was catches up with me And I am in this net of lies I keep trying to pretend But I am making my own hell They see the truth in the end And I am stuck with what I hate And what they now hate You’re falling blindly When you say you believe in me The pretending hides the truth And I can see the clueless-ness in you This is not my black or white This is not who I am I am darkness in the light I hide behind a thousand lies So much for wearing that mask In the end she disappeared With shame I am marked And just like her they’ve disappeared So much for happiness So long for having a self My self- destructive darkness Has brought the girl that I’ve learned to hate You’re falling blindly When you say you believe in me The pretending hides the truth And I can see the clueless-ness in you This is not my black or white This is not who I am I am darkness in the light I hide behind a thousand lies I fell so blindly When I made you believe in me I wasn’t good at hiding the truth No longer I can see any clueless-ness in you Too late saw my black or white Too late you saw who I really am That I hide under the light And I hide behind a thousand lies |
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Junior Member
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: Between the field of paper flowers and a church with fallen angels at my feet
Age: 22
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Immortal Beloved (Short Story)
Angels wept the night she died, at least that’s what everyone has said. Still they do not know that she still roams among them. It’s all thanks to him, her immortal beloved. The story has been told in many different ways; for thousands of years there was at least one new version written of a love that never died. There is that one of a Juliet and her Romeo. A Tristan and Isolde, but this one is so different. Absolute different.
They met one summer and quickly the summer turned into an everlasting winter. She was a princess, beautiful pale white skin, raven hair, and piercing dark eyes. No wonder he fell in love with her. He really wanted her for his own, unknowingly, she wanted him as well. He was one of those handsome knights that are portrait in stories. The looks of a prince charming, he had them. White skin like the snow, hair the color of sunshine and eyes as blue as the morning sky. So easy to be loved and trusted. They fell for each other, but the secret of falling in love could not be hidden for too long. As she lived, he marked her life. A day passed that summer and he marked her forever. I will always love you, they thought and that thought created the world they know now. They created an angel, one that was supposed to live among them. One night, as she was looking for him, he already had disappeared among the mortals. Alone, she furiously attempted against herself but declined on doing any further hurtful movement. I must protect you, she thought. Days later, she went into sleep. It was a peaceful sleep the one she entered. She slept for at least six years until she heard his name again. Immortal beloved, she thought. It was time to find him and love him like that summer. Days passed and she just searched for places where to find him. She faintly hears her name being called by the most beautiful voice she once heard in her life. A voice that haunted her sleep and made her dream of that world once created. I have always been here, the voice says. She looked behind her and standing she sees him again. Her eyes sparkle and finally she does what for so long she has wanted and wished for; smiles. A smile awakens across her face and she cannot believe that he has found her again. They embrace as if it was the first time they have seen each other. No more sleep, she thought. The caress of his hands across her body made her tilt her head with ecstasy and awake a feeling she has not felt once before. Love, she whispered in his ear. Immortal, he whispered in her ear. They kiss, tasting each other in their lips. Kisses so much more passionately that those of their youth. The love began to grow as he led her into his chamber. The kisses once so passionately are now filled with the aroma of fornication, fellatio, and cunningulus. As the erotic acts dries out, they sleep in each other arms. How I missed you, she thought. He read the thought in her mind and embraced her once again. Another kisses, one everlasting one. She is in love with him once again and this time it feels like it will be forever. But a mysterious occurrence forbids this love to continue. She awakens to find her love struck with a stake at his heart. Her smile dies, and for a last time she kisses him. I kiss you to remember your taste, she says to the lying corpse. She takes the stake with her hands, looking at the heavens above her. I must join you in death my dear, she thought. She looks at his rotting body one last time and with courage she strikes her heart. Her crimson flows all over her beloved’s chamber. Join me in death my dear, she thought, join me in our world. Immortality has begun as they lay together that last day of fall. When they ascended to the heavens, they found that world they once created. The world of immortality. Somehow, they still roamed among the mortals. Especially her, who swore that last day to seek revenge on that who killed her beloved. That who killed all the hope of truly living a live of love in that chamber he created for her. I will haunt you, I will haunt whomever destroyed my love, she thought. One winter night she found her; walking joyfully among the crowded streets in the mortal world. It had to be you, she thought, I should haunt you until you die. To haunt her, she took another body; somewhat similar to how she was the days she lived among them. There she was, ready to be killed again. Her eyes blue like the one of her lover. Hair of strawberry color and skin as white as hers. This time I will win the fight, she thought. With that she took a stake and struck the red haired girl as she whispered some horrid words in her ear. We will live again my love, we shall be among the mortals again, she whispered in her. With that, the moribund girl took the stake and once again she dies. From a distance, among all the mortals he stood and watched the scene. His tears ran and froze until he stood next to his beloved. Immortal beloved, please don’t die, he whispered to her. She felt his tears and rose from the ground. A smile rose again from her lips and she finally saw their nightmare coming to an end. Mysteriously she saw her old body disappear and there stood her brand new self with her everlasting lover. We won’t die my darling, we can’t die, she thought. I know, we are immortals in a mortal world, he thought. They continued to converse with their own thoughts. Angels wept the night they died, at least that’s what the mortals say. Still they don’t know that they still roam among each other as the immortal beloved. |
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